Saturday 16 February 2013

Time to study, think and reflect


This weekend I am home alone - my better half is in Russia (thankfully not where the meteor landed) and I am dedicating as much time as I can to my study.  I want to take a minute to reflect on a theatre visit - well actually 2.

Last Saturday afternoon, I saw A Chorus Line at the Palladium.  I last saw it when I was 13 at Drury Lane... and can vividly recall the impact it made on me.  I was at Bush Davies, immersed in my study and loving it - and the notion that a graduate from my school (Cherry Gillespie FYI) could achieve a role in this show was huge for me.  That, and the show itself really hit home and I was somewhat nervous about seeing it anew, over 30 years later.

No need for worry - I saw much again... I marvelled at how the dancers of 2013 had adapted to the style of 1978 - dance has progressed/changed/developed so much since then - especially Jazz dance, and they did a great job.

The biggest impact this time round was Scarlett Strallen dancing The Music and The Mirror as Cassie.  She WAS Cassie - not a performer playing the role - she was Zac's ex-lover, who had failed in Hollywood, who still loved the dance as she always had, desperately demonstrating her love of dance and her talent to get a job.  Jaw-dropping, breath-taking - totally immersed - BEING in capital letters, not doing in lower case.  She was totally living the moment, the story, the dance.  I was really moved.  At the end of the show I was literally speechless - my voice box felt as if it had turned on it's head and I could not speak (rare for me!!)

With regard to my study I guess I learned that imagery can be pretty much anything....not just words, or pictures....I was reliving mental imagery which had stuck with me for over 30 years, whilst simultaneously  being emotionally carried along by the moving images in front of my eyes.  Powerful stuff....

I am also struggling a bit due to the challenges of my reading at the moment; there is a particular notion that Eric Franklin finds unmentionable (the glutes - and consciously mentioning using them within dance) which is the polar opposite to the way I teach ballet.  I frequently mention 'pinning' the pelvis and by default the turnout with the 'bottom of the bottom' 'the glutes' and supporting the balance with these muscles, and the thought that this may not be constructive is tussling with all my teaching buttons.... So, I must ensure that I ascertain whether what I am saying is useful, and whether I am negatively interpreting what Franklin actually means.  It is really on my mind so I must act swiftly - Monday I feel!  I guess that is what study is all about - nobody can afford to get complacent and this is certainly 'keeping me on my toes' (see what I did there!)



Tuesday 12 February 2013

My brain is going into overdrive a little!


More musings about imagery...!  I have found that I have started to 'logicalise' all sorts of things... found myself driving home today and working out how something was happening within the mechanics of the car, thinking how to explain it in a logical manner, so it could be replicated correctly.   Not a problem in itself, but I do not want to start analysing things that I really do not need to fret about!!!  I think it might be because I am really immersed in my Eric Franklin reading at the moment... which I am enjoying.  I do not agree with every image that is presented, but have thought about how my imagery differs and why.  I am open to his and any other ideas, and find a lot of it really fantastic.  I will try to affirm the uses of the imagery I use, then I may have an argument.....  I can see that I will be reading lots more - there is more to learn from all sorts of sources, and it fascinates me!

Sunday 3 February 2013

An Interesting Week!

I have been trying to find ways to ascertain the impact of my imagery in preparation for my research, and have combined this notion with trying to keep injured students engaged whilst watching classes.

I have collected 3 sets of their work this week - their interpretations of what I have said in 3 different classes, over 2 college years.  I asked them to describe what my imagery meant to them in relation to how they might use it and it is really interesting to see the outcomes.

I am very inspired by their enthusiasm and they have preferred this work to filling out the regular observation sheets, so a very useful exercise.  I have learned that it is possible that I need to be clearer with first year students having seen the first year interpretation against those of 2 second years, but more than anything else I can see that the students are able to relate my imagery to ballet.  I have mentioned before, if not on here then in my reflective journal, that I am conscious that I have to establish the uses of the imagery for my students - it is no good me thinking I am helping if I am not.

So far, so good, and some far better drawings than I could create.  They are also enthused about the notion of being a part of my research project.  I will make sure that full permission is obtained, naturally, but I am pleased with my tentative, early days findings.

Happy MAPPing!

Janet